Random and Rambling.

Hurray for Fridays!! Friday's = Freedom!!!

Dinggggg, wrong.

Today Im here at the office, working on the newsletter our church sends out every 3 months. Now usually I have Friday's off, but since i've been going to school nowadays, sometimes i'll come in to finish some things I didn't get to.

I've decided I won't eat lunch today, but nonetheless I still need a break and something to distract me. Thus,  I will write! Ha, who writes when they're bored? I guess I do every once in a while. Sometimes I get in these weird moods where I just feel like writing. Not a whole lot of people read my blogs, so it's not like I'm writing expecting people to actually read them. I mean, sure people from germany, hong kong and other places are visiting my blog, but I doubt they understand or care to read my blogs. But that doesn't stop me!

(I realize I'm rambling, but just stick with me)

I haven't exactly posted my blog for the world to see, maybe because that'll mean...people will actually read them. In my previous post, "It's not easy being me", I wrote about how hard it is to be me sometimes. It's almost like I have to live a secret life. I can't get close to people because as a leader, I can't really get close to them. I dont know who made up that rule but I dont like it. Sure, I understand it a bit. But dont you think people should know that you're not perfect and you're just like everyone else?

Im not saying that I'm awesome, or special, or talented, or gifted or anything like that. I was just so happened to be placed in the position I'm in. I try to be humble in everything I do. I try to be kind and understanding, compassionate and loving. I hope I lead with wisdom and love. But, sometimes I fail at that. Sometimes I'm not kind or understanding. Sometimes....-gasp- I make mistakes! And you know what? Thats ok! And people should get close to me to find out that I am a person who will let others down and make mistakes.

I feel like if i were to let myself be known to people for who I really am- funny, goofy, cant-talk-right, weird- then...I dont know...like, they wont want to be around me? That doesn't really make sense, but I dont really know how else to say it.

Switching topics now~~~

So...I have a confession to make. I have probably watched wayyyyy to many hours of Doctor Who. I....found a website...that has all of the episodes and seasons. Do you realize what that means?!!?! It means I can spend countless hours and hours upon hours watching my favorite Doctor nonstop. And trust me...I have been. I can't tell you how many hours I have wasted away watching that show only this week. I cant help it! Its so good! Im....obsessed. I started watching somewhere in the middle of season 3 and went all the way up to season 5.

I cried when my love David Tennant switched to the now 11th doctor, Matt Smith. I actually cried. I loved David Tennant as the 10th doctor!! He wasn't violent and never carried a gun. Man...I just love his geekiness... (oh my gosh, i sound like a nerd)

I've already watched some of the season 5, and so i decided since, I already miss my David, I'm going to start from season 1. Its some different guy right now and he has big ears. I can't wait to see him be transformed to Tennant. This big eared guy seems mean and almost evil. Which is pretty interesting cause thats not what Im used to in the Doctor.

Anywho, I should get back to work.

Happy Fridays!